amazingasiam24

I am 46 years old. My sister died when I was 2. She had a daughter who just passed away a few months ago. Lost my dad when I was 17 and my mom at 39. Not to mention all the other family and friends through the years. I struggle to understand what happens when we die. Everyone died of natural causes except for my mom. I have so many questions that I think I need answers to but not absolutely sure I want to know. Maybe I am not meant to know. Maybe we just need to accept what happens as a given. But... what if I am wrong? What if the meaning of life is to seek your own truth? I'm gonna try and figure it out. Welcome to the inside of my head.